Confused, Bed 3.
I’m lost. You look at me,
with wide bulging eyes,
Bones like a bird,
Folded up on itself.
I’m lost. I move you forward
To listen to your back,
Careful not to
Break the wing.
I’m lost. You grip my hand,
I let you for a moment,
Its irregular pulse slinking away
Beneath the tendons.
I’m lost. In your mind you walk
Down corridors ever darker,
Sometimes you stop at a room
That seems familiar.
I’m lost. At the beginning
Your mother held you as you walked
Now only fleeting memory
Holds you to yourself.
I’m lost. I would like to walk
With you a way, to steady you in the dark.
Instead I close the curtain behind me.
I think I might be lost too.